
My knee is fuckered with a capital F, spoke with the doc on the phone today and told him what it was doing IE -
Before I had the brace on I couldnt keep it in a regular position and it kept feeling cold and sending cold shots down and up my leg. Kept locking backward and I couldnt keep it in a regular position. Kept twitching above and below the kneecap. He reakons from what I am describing that the tendons, carlidge and ligaments have all sustained damage. I am going for an MRI soon but even if I walk 20 feet with the brace on I get the same cold pain as before only worse, it's not even getting any better after 4 days of anti biotics

Im broke, I have $0 in the bank and my work are trying to stop worker's comp from paying me by telling them they will have someone pick me up for work, and when I called them (because it was news to me) they said that they told her they couldnt.

Anyways, for two days I have been trying to get one of my douchebag friends to drive MY CAR 25 miles so I could pick up my VOIP phone, yet you would fucking think I was asking them to lend me a lung or something. In the end one of my somewhat friends (the one with the high powered subaru) turned up and took me down, even got me a coffee (fucking hell I could have crushed a grape or jumped off a doll's house for a good cup !) and even got me some cigs.. That really cheered me up

And man, I cant wait to speak to mumsy tomorrow, It's been 2 fucking weeks

Anyways, drugs are kicking in so its time for me to go into a stupor.
See you in the morning, where no doubt Ill read this and say "what the fuck was I taking last night? oh yeah, 500mg darvocet"
